Sometimes I don’t blink looking at the brightest light
It’s not easy but I can stare and keep my head up tight.
Sometimes I get blinded by the neon glow,
I hide In the dark and stay under the shadows.

Sometimes I feel helpless when I try to climb a mountain,
I battle against negative forces that hit me like a hurricane.
Sometimes I almost give up when it’s hard to breathe,
Bad eyes try to break me down but I manage to stay on my feet.

Sometimes jealousy chases me while I’m trying to go distance,
But I never settle for the easy path of least resistance.
Sometimes I spread love as its worth spreading to stay happy,
I always will take those chances to overcome hate and jealousy.

Sometimes I feel satisfied and content with little,
But my hunger keeps me going to win more battles.
Always, I don’t take my success or failure for granted,
Somehow, God never leaves me empty handed.

When you’re sure that Nothing is ever really gonna change
You better have some time alone even though it’s strange
A heavy price you are bound to pay as time, efforts all wasted
And there’s really nothing you can do about it but regret
It may hurt to your heart and it may bleed
You may not want but, distance, it’s what you need

When you try to dance with the devil under the moonlight
You have to get used to some dark scary nights
You would feel stuck in a cage while birds are flying in the sky
Eventually the weather will start changing right before your eyes
Time heals everything as obstacles will start disappearing
Dark clouds that had you blind will start showing silver lining

It may bring you down to your knees,
You may feel lost in the middle of a sea.
Tears may come streaming down your face,
It’s hard to overcome a tragedy at a normal pace.
Dust eventually settles down and sun will shine again,
You will receive a warm embrace and sparks in your vain.

I don’t want you to stay in debris by the end of my hurricane,
You will find new wind for your boat to sail again.
Someone that will turn your world around,
Bring you up stronger when you’re feeling down.

You wont need my shoulder to rest your head on,
During bad times you may find me in spirit and lean on.
Nothing could change what you mean to me,
Hope you won’t forget and still remember me.

Like a lighthouse I always tried to shine
Write my name on the shore before it gets wiped by the tide
As I watch the moon run the sun out of the sky
thinking what I would leave behind and what should I have tried

Did I build a bridge or build a wall?
Did I stand tall for what’s right or did I fall?
Did I make folks laugh or make them cry?
Did I help others or give my honest try?

I didn’t forget about those crazy dreams
When I used to fly around the sky in my sleep
Swimming through clouds were so much fun and lovely
Felt like endless portraits made of white cotton candy
Sky, I tried to reach you and flew deep and deeper
I felt your emptiness and saw how lonely you were

Nowadays I miss those dreams and you don’t seem lonely
With stars and moon sometimes you look happy
Even among crowded billions down here I feel lonely
Your superficial surface where I could fly and breathe freely
Sky, I’m running miles after miles as I can see you from a distance
I just have to cross the ocean and climb few more mountains

When clouds of pain mount in my sky
When a shadow of darkness swings by
I try to cheer my heart and ask
Why is it that you do cry?

It took a while
But I have learnt how to live life
Without the consolation of tears
I have learnt how to live my life

When a tear finds its way to the eye
When loneliness flies on my sky
I try to cheer my heart and ask
Why is it that you do cry?

It took a while
But I have learnt how to live life
Without the consolation of tears
I have learnt how to live my life

I heard painful moment eventually flies by
It may seem stagnant but don’t let life pass you by
Life is gloomy and glorious all at the same time
Oh heart, so why is it that you do cry?

It took a while
But I have learnt how to live life
Without the consolation of tears
I have learnt how to live my life

I was blown away by the beauty and by your look,
Lights in your eyes stole my heart and risking again to lose.
Your smile felt like a cool breeze on a summer night,
Your skin shined like the sun right through the dark.
One little stare made my heart beat out my chest,
Felt the heat even from a distance that I have never felt.

You have set my heart on fire,
Out of control with desperate desire.
like a wild fire that hard to restrain,
I’m trying but It’s not easy to contain.
No one may not notice the flames,
But I am feeling the burn in my veins.

You added colors to my life and made it shine,
Like the moon depends on the Sun as a lifeline.
It did not take time to spark and glowing,
Deep inside a feeling that keeps growing.
I hope I was able to light a candle in your heart,
I will keep holding on to it so it never falls apart.

You have set my heart on fire,
Out of control with desperate desire.
like a wild fire that hard to restrain,
I’m trying but It’s not easy to contain.
No one may not notice the flames,
But I am feeling the burn in my veins.

Jealousy
You are indeed a cruelest kind,
Any moment could poison any mind.
You make brains cloudy with anger,
make people unable to think clear.

Jealousy
You are a silent pain,
that flows through the clogged vein.
You sting and burn on the inside,
But the outer seems not affected and fine.

Jealousy
You are obviously so fake,
You tend to back bite and shade.
You spread rumors and conspiracy,
Make flowers become colorless disgracefully.

Jealousy
You are so sneaky,
You make happiness leave in agony.
You play tricks with minds,
You live everywhere, million places at a time.

Jealousy
You are a scarlet fire,
You take control of burning desire.
You put people in danger and set the trap,
Introduce hate to make their mind snap.

Jealousy
You are so dangerous,
You make people feel insecure and anxious.
You live to make people compete,
Control minds not to accept defeat.

It pushed me through in the middle of a storm
Strong wind blew everything and left me torn
I needed help to make it through the dark nights
Every night I couldn’t wait for another morning light

I was walking with dark clouds hanging on my head
Peace was a long gone ship that already have sailed
I was trying to content with a past that I really regret
It’s hard to deal with my ghosts while trying to forget

I was overwhelmed with blames and got lot of hell
Made up stories and rumors never rang the bell
I didn’t want to stay trapped in the past for too long
Tomorrow is uncertain but past should be dead and gone

I already said goodbye to all darkness
Said goodbye to gray skies and to all sadness
Cant wait for the beginning of a brand new day
Hoping it will be a bright shiny day!

I’m blessed for the miles I have on my shoes
Roads were very long and not always smooth
Don’t think I always had an easy time
Had to cross the rivers and hills to climb
At times I hit the rock bottom and fell apart
Had cold nights that I spent in the dark

I was afraid of losing when things were tight
But never backed down from any battle in life
My journey and struggles far from being over
I will always choose the hard road over and over
Maybe one day I will look back and smile
Hopefully, someday, I can say It was worth every mile